| Well, I have made a decision. My friend Garbo from Georgia is planning on moving here in a few months. He'll be staying with me until he finds an apartment, in which both of us will be staying in. Also, I'm not ready for college. I'm not going back until I am ready. So, I need a job. With all of that in mind. It's now a 50/50 chance I might move to Massachusetts. I want to move out of the house, but I don't want to have my mom in Boston and me in Kansas City. I like having her around and all. We have fun. I don't want to NOT see her. So, I'm now debating on if I want to go with her or not. But now I atleast have about 2 years to decide on that. For some reason the timeline for moving changed. Not that I'm complaining, but yeah. If Garbo would move with us, then I'll go hands down. If not, then I don't know what I'll do. I don't want to lose seeing my mom all the time and I don't want to move someplace where I don't know anyone except my parents. My people skills really aren't that great... Making friends (if not at school) is nearly an impossibility for me. I don't know how to talk to people I don't know... Hell... half the time I don't even know how to talk to the people I do know.... *sigh* I think it's sad that this is what I'm worrying about.... but I guess this along with some recent past events explains the dermatemania... (probably spelt wrong) it's a compulsion thingy.... I can't help it, it has something to do with anxiety and stress. also PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) adds to that.... Well. I'm gonna go. Peace
Envy (always knew I was a sin... lol)
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| I will be moving to the Boston area of Massachusetts. Not exactly 100% where yet, but some small city or town near North Reading (where troys new job is) Mom and I are looking to get ideas on houses now. So, I will be moving yet again. *Sigh* Moving sucks.... But there is one major plus. HOCKEY!!! The Boston Bruins!!! Which give mom and I like a month after we move there and we will now the entire hockey team. Cuz we're major hockey lovers. definately getting season tickets. woot woot. i miss hockey, i guess atlanta does hold a lot more memories than i originally thought... i miss garbo and gannon. hell, i even miss the crazy russian named philipp that would let anyone but himself insult me... that was an interesting night... halloween with garbo, skipping woth joel, nights at alex's. memories are nice and all, but that's all they are; memories. oh yeah, i might go visit north next week. depends on if someone can pick me up from the bus stop before school and someone take me home after school. OH, and i think i've lost my mind even more-so than before.
Kitty Valentine DreamScape
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| HAPPY HALLOWEEN YOU MOTHER FUCKING SHITHEADS!!
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| i might be moving to boston in 6 months.... i dont want to move anymore... i haven't spent more than 4 years in any place... its getting tiring...
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| I went to fair today
WOOT WOOT.
i got to see gwen, chris, and taylor. met some knew people yay!
umm.... ran into the other taylor from school.
bought 2 fox tails. 1 black and the other purple.
then i went to cosco, i can barely move my ankle now.
i might hang out with bryce tomorrow. not 100% sure yet though
peace
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